How can I be happy with anyone else, when I'm not even happy with myself .



I don't want to tell anyone, for he has changed.
But he did do it, he took away my purity.
I'm just to scared to let anyone know the truth.
So I'll play it off. I act like he's my hero, because I'm trying to cover up the lies I've been telling for the past seven years.




i’m weird with relationships. i think i know what i want, then i run. i think i run because i’m scared; scared that i might get hurt.



 Walking to schoool .
 Morning Lessons .  ( Jack Barakat <3 )
 Realizing you had homework

Getting a question right when asked 


 Lunch !

 Hearing a secret about someone











Last class of the day!







Finally you're home


I like you, but I know that it doesn't matter. You probably don't like me, I mean.. how could you? I'm insecure, I won't give you everything you want or need, I'm not the prettiest or the skinniest. I get nervous when I think about liking you, because I don't want to get hurt.. I've never been hurt by a boy. But I feel like you could be my first. I can't get enough of you, I need to hug you and talk to you everyday. I'm not obsessioning over you, no not at all. I just feel comfortable with you. You make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me feel something I shouldn't be feeling this early. But after I think about my feelings for you, I can't help but think you don't feel the same way. I know you don't like me, even though sometimes you act like you do but than there's actions that prove you don't. I just wish I had the guts to tell you, so I can know how you feel about me. Until than though, I'll be doing what I'm doing now; keeping a comfortable distance.

i like to believe that you’re worth it.

A girl doesn’t need to tell you straight up how she feels, it’s written all over her eyes. if you can see how she feels without her telling you, then you definitely deserve her heart.

Love is just a word until someone you meet gives it a proper meaning.

post a picture of yourself right now please!

lmaolmao, its going to be the most unattractive thing of life but i will  (:
No make up, hair un did, wooot !








Im not the “hot girl”. I will probably never take your breath away or impress all your friends with the way i look… But i can make you laugh and make you feel wanted, and be yourself. And sometimes i can be really fucking adorable. But that will never be enough, I really wish it could be just once.

i’m the girl that would choose sweatpants over skirts anyday. i’m the girl whose room looks like a tornado went through it. i’m the girl that doesnt wake up extra early to look nice. i’m the girl that has two hairstyles ; up or down. i’m the girl that eats. i’m the girl that can’t walk in heels without killing myself … or someone else. i’m the girl that doesn’t pretend to be stupid. i’m the girl that means what she says. i’m the girl that manages to hold myself together, and say i’m fine, even when everything is going wrong. i’m the girl with her middle finger held high. i’m the girl thats tougher than a lot of guys. i’m the girl that really doesn’t care what people think.

I'm not in a relationship because I'm to sexy for everyone .






















I'm always in the friend category to guys.. never seen as a girlfriend.
That's what i get though, for not being pretty enough, for always hanging with the guys, playing sports and giving advice on girls.
I'm just another one of the guys, and that's never going to change... no matter how much I want it to.

- I wish I could spark his smile .







On Friday I let my real side show. The side of my who is unhappy with herself, with her surroundings and with the people she's with.
People noticed, they even said I was "depressed"
What they don't know is, I'm like that.. everyday.
And I just put an act on and pretend to be happy.

You're not perfect sport, and let me save you the suspense.
This boy you met, he isn't perfect either.
But the question is: Whether or not you're perfect for each other.
That's the whole deal, that's what intimacy is all about.
Now you can know everything in the world sport,
But the only way you're finding out that one is by giving it a shot.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.