Sunday, April 25, 2010 ♥
It's time for me, to delete our pictures, to throw away the necklace, to erase your number from my phone, and move the fuck on with my life, you know why? 'Cause I'm done chasing you.
I'm fed up with trying to talk with you, when you don't even bother to reply back to a simple facebook message. You said nothing could break us apart, HA what a lie eh?
But it's okay, cause I promise someday you will look back and regret losing me and then you'll think to yourself "damn, she really did like me" and you know what I'll say to that? i
And in my point of view, being a jew dick to me; is something you're going to regret.
Everything I gave to you, everything that we've been through
you bled me dry and then left, like leeches.
Ripped apart in minutes what you "tried" to build between us,
but now you sold our friendship, you're on your fucking own.
If I had it my way I'd slit my throat with the knife you left in my back,
all the shame, all this guilt, all this regret, that's pouring out of me.
And everything will fall at your feet - you got hell to pay
You better fucking bow down to me, oh fuck you better beg for mercy.
Because one day you're gonna get on your fucking knees and cry me a fucking river
Sleep with one eye open.
"Forever" means
So I have seven final words for you, that sum up everything and anything that Im going through -
Bye bye bitch, now I'm over you.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 ♥
The weekend with the best friends :)
Let's see, there was too many jokes to even remember -
Like Manigga instead of Monica.
"My sister was a white girl once upon a time"
And eating 3 ice-cream cones at once muahaha (:
Of course there was other people, so it was very entertaining. Like it usually is.
We came back to my house, and played rock band - and ho ho, we were just rockin' the fuck out.
Let's see, there was too many jokes to even remember -
Like Manigga instead of Monica.
"My sister was a white girl once upon a time"
And eating 3 ice-cream cones at once muahaha (:
FRIDAY:
Aaron came down, and after a bit we went and met up with Monica and David downtown. Of course there was other people, so it was very entertaining. Like it usually is.
We came back to my house, and played rock band - and ho ho, we were just rockin' the fuck out.
Me on the drums, Monica on thee guitar and Aaron singing like a whore.
SATURDAY:
We ate pancakes, well I did atleast lmfao. SATURDAY:
Then we went to see Monica's friend David, and took some pretty radical pictures.
And it was gorgeous out so that was a plus. Then we met up with Pamela and Jacob :)
Monica also found the love of her life - Peter.
SUNDAY:
They had to leave, but it's okay because that was one amazing weeekend.
I love the two of them, with my life and them some <3
Monday, April 12, 2010 ♥
Fuck my life, hardcore like really.
My phone bill is getting charged over 400 dollars because I used the internet a number of times on it, and now my parents took my phone away for good. Fuuuucccckkk.
I feel their going to take away my computer now to, and also apparently I can't even go out during the week.
Ahh, life is soo good isn't it?
Now they wonder why I'm always pissed at them, they take away everything from me.
Nothing I do pleases them, nothing at all. My Mom wanted me to work on the back yard last weekend, did she even drop a hint? NOPE!
I'm fourteen, let's say... friends or yard work?
Yupp, I'm sooo going to pick yard work. This isn't only their fault though, it's my brother's do.
I can't even breathe without him making a comment on it, and then he wonders why I deleted him off facebook and everything.
Lets just say, my life isn't going in my favor anymore.
Monday, April 5, 2010 ♥
Saturday, April 3, 2010 ♥
This has to be the hardest thing I've ever done in my life;
being forced to sit here, wondering how you're doing. And not being able to get an answer.
I just hope you're happy, wherever you are.
And it's been two weeks, and you're still on my mind.
Everytime I close my eyes, I can picture you perfectly, I can still smell your scent, and hear your laugh.
And I can still feel the shiver you gave me when we first kissed.
If tears could bring you back to me; oh boy you'd be in my arms already.
Because I've spent so many sleepless nights crying.
Crying because I miss you, crying because I know you don't miss me. When I see you're name on msn, but you won't even message me. Crying when I don't see your good morning text's before school. When I look at the stars. When I put your necklace on. Crying because you left without hearing the words I needed you to. Crying because you're going to find that perfect girl who makes you smile; that perfect girl who isn't me. But I hope you find it though, what you're looking for. And I hope it's everything you've ever wanted.. and so much more.
Melany Ann ♥
The pirate
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I simply adore Jack Barakat and All Time Low <3
I refrigerate my deodorant.
I'm a vegetarian!
I enjoy funny things.
I love my cat a little to much.
I've filled my iPod and need more room!
I don't like drama.
I do like Reese's Pieces.
I love retro cartoon characters <3
If there's nothing to do, I'm totally down for doing something random.
I love photography.
I can only snap if my hands are wet.
I've started every line with the letter "I" on purpose.
Igloo (That was for fun)
I love to meet new people.
If you don't know me, lets talk!
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